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Save your heart,

For some one who's worth dying for.

Save Your Heart - Mayday Parade

"Where have you been?!" Alex yelled as soon as I walked into the door.

"Target, because you forgot some things!" I answered, almost bitterly.

"You couldn't of left a note?! I've been going crazy!" He said, pulling at his hair. He slumped over.

I sat on the chair that was facing him, he didn't look up.

"Okay, Alex. I'm sorry. I didn't want to wake you up! You're too cute when you sleep." I said, adding the last line for his enjoyment.

He smiled, but his eyes didn't match. I decided to change the topic.

"You'll never guess who I saw when I was out!" I said.

He pursed his lips, "Who?"

"Think what band you went on tour with from around here." I said.

"Travis?" He asked, his eyes getting brighter at the sound of his name. They were really great friends from what I had heard.

"No, but you should call him!" I said.

"Yeah, he would love to meet you. Anyway, who did you see?" He asked.

"Chris!" I practically screamed.

His face dropped. "You...you remember what happened, don't you?"

"Of course I remember!" I said.

"Then why are you so happy to see him?" Alex asked.

"Because he was one of the best friends that I made on tour." I said.

"Oh." He said, indifferently.

"C'mon Alex! You know me, nothing is going to happen!" I said, but he wouldn't even look at me.

"Alex." I said, "I wasn't the one who went off with some girl he found walking the streets."

"Chris was and I bet he still is head over heels for you."

"But there's a slight difference from now and the time I first saw him," I said, walking over to him and climbed on his lap, "I'm married to you and I'm not going to leave you for another guy."

He didn't respond. He grabbed my chin and brought my face close his, but rested his forehead on mine. He looked into my eyes with the brightness I'd missed. He didn't waste any time. He kissed me with full force.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he stood up, carrying me to our room. He set me down on the bed and then crawled on top of me, supporting his own weight. He moved down to my neck and chest, not missing one spot. I flipped him over so that I was straddling his waist. He let out a sharp breath and mumbled something. I started to undo his belt buckle, but his hands beat me to it, removing it faster then I could have. Whatever happened on from there was a blur, but I loved every second of it. You could say I was forgiven, that is, until tomorrow.

I awoke with a smile on my face, and it looked as if Alex was smiling in his sleep. I was lying on top of him on my stomach. He had his arm wrapped around my back. I looked at the clock and it was a little past eleven. I was meeting Chris at twelve.

I tried to get out of Alex's arms as easily as possible, without waking him up. Good for me, he was a heavy sleeper. I was able to get out of bed without even causing him to move. I went to the bathroom to shower. When I got out, I dried and straightened it. I took time to do this, which wasn't normal. It wasn't like me to wear any more makeup besides mascara. I applied all of my makeup and looked in front of the mirror. I was putting more time into this than when I went out with Alex! I sighed, put my flip-flops on and left.

Chris had given me directions to the coffee shop and I found it easily. He was standing in front of the store, looking like an Abercrombie & Fitch model. He was wearing an orange tank top that really showed off his perfect skin, loose-fitting jeans, blue flip flops, and a pair of aviator sunglasses.

I thought the butterflies had stopped living in my stomach, but I was very wrong. As soon as I saw his warm, welcoming smile. I walked into his open arms.

"Hey," he smiled, looking down on me with a look.

"I'm so glad to see you." I said.

"Let's go inside." He said, pulling the door open for me.

"Thank you." I smiled. He was quick to return the smile, I swear something inside me melted.

We ordered our drinks and he paid for mine. I thanked him. We sat down at a circular table and began filling each other in on what happened in the past four years.

"So any girlfriend?" I asked after awhile.

"No, nothing serious. I couldn't bare to leave her home." He explained.

"She could always come with you." I said.

"I know, but I don't know if she would be ready for that kind of thing."

"Oh, I understand, I guess." I said.

He reached for my hand and closed his hand around my open one.

I opened my mouth to protest but he said, "Wait, let me talk first. Are you going to let what happened between us just fade into your memories?"

 "No, I'm not going to forget that, but Alex just can't know about what happened." I said.

"I understand. He doesn't have to know about the past....or the future." He said.

"Chris. You know I love you. You were the best friend that I had made on tour, but I'm in love with Alex. There's a big difference." I said, keeping my voice light.

"I understand, but you came, didn't you?" He said, smiling.

"Yeah, I did. I guess I really missed you." I said, avoiding his eyes.

"See." He said, tilting his head to the side. God, he was gorgeous.

My phone vibrated in my pocket.

One New Text Message: Alex! (: <3

UH OHHH! (: She's going to be in some deep trouble!

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and omfg. guesss what. Alex, Jack, Zack, and Rian are going to be on my birthday cakee! lol. I think I'm going to get it later, so I'll post a picturee! :D

My birthday is in three days! :DD I really want someone famous to wish me happy birthday. That would make me extremely happy!

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